Grateful

Here we go again, another week passed, and I am just thankful to GOD for keeping me alive everyday.  Not just alive, but with good people around. My friends, teachers, family, and students who kept me going this week.  I don't know how exactly I feel now, but I think, my feeling is mixed.  Or I should rather say, generally sad.  Yes, really really sad of what is going on in my life.  The question that I have for my self is that, "Did I do something wrong? or I was just true to what I know (as far as I know) is right?."

I don't know, and until now, I am lost.  Honestly, I don't know where to go and what to do in my life.  Yes, there is something I have to do, but where? I wish GOD can answer me literally now, in as much as I want.  But I believe He is teaching me to be patient and faithful to Him.

Today, I did something good I think.  I shared Counselling session with my students and it was very fulfilling to really be of help to others.  I guess my prayer for tonight is to be continually use by GOD in any way I can.  Thank you Lord for today.  I choose to be grateful, and I am really grateful!